Osaka Cherokee

I just got back from basketball. Man, I love going there and just pulverizing people. It's such a release going at it hard and turning the opposing players into mush. If it wasn't for basketball and weight lifting I would have absolutely no place to release my anger. I've come to discover that on a day to day basis I am way too nice to people who shit on me. I really need to start being more of an asshole to people. I'm an asshole at basketball but people just pass it off as playing hard. I guess that's alright.

I've been listening to a lot of Black Sabbath lately. I think that's why I'm all heffed up. I was listening to it on the train the other day and as I passed a train stop I saw a retarted guy rocking out. Sabbath was blasting in my ears and I could totally identify with this cat that was just totally bangin' away. People give retarted people a lot of shit but I wish I could just act out in anyway I wanted at any given time. I guess the pursuit of being a "productive member of society" inhibits us from just lashing out like that.